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Yow.This is Sharmaine's blog.Okay obviously i dont update regularly.so,LOLLL.I'm just random.
Well I actually had this blog because I was bored
But nowadays I just use it to blog about events,stuff,and my rants.
It's okay if you don't like me or something?
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About me.

You can call me Sharmaine.Cause it's my name ?
I was born on 14th march.
I love ~~205'09~~307'10 NHHS!
I like singing.I mean my cca; CHOIR
I love aliens (: As in keroro.
I love afro.
I love darkblue;D
:O lemontea is nice to drink

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school-life

slack less.
~~Get a better score for exams~~
Get at least 5 As.
~~Get into a good course.~~
~~CHOIR SYF'09 GOLD~~
CHOIR SYF'11 GOLD WITH HONOURS
Get top 20 in class
Get top 10 in class
Attempt to not talk for one whole day at school.(impossible for me)
OBJECTS

~~Go to build a bear workshop.~~
~~Get a new phone(since mine was stolen.)~~
~~Get a new school bag~~
~~Get a new cute wallet~~
Wipe out and fill up my closet.
~~Buy a new pair of sunglasses~~
Get a new earpiece/headphones
Buy really cute keychains;D
~~Buy more fast food (:~~
misc

~~Get a guy account for Audition~~
Get to know more people
Be less random

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saddened;

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 2:53 PM

You know it would be way better if I was saddened cause our class is breaking up.
But the worse thing is that,it's worse that that.
As most of you know,it's time to get down and start thinking about what subject combinations you wanna take next year.
But given my results,I am really down to a sad truth ;nothing.
Haiz.
Really feel like cheering up but can't.
Plus it doesn't help when people are saying to my face that so-and-so are way in a worse plight cause they normally get good results,when they scored higher than me still.
And then some treat me like I should be happy that i scored like crap cause I normally dont score super high and thus i would be able to accept that truth.
No offence to anyone.
But that is how i feel.
People often don't realise,that those that haven't been having fantastic results,are in the worse situation.
It may come as a blow if you normally score good results and boom you get average results this time.
At least you got average results.
But some of us didn't.
Please stop rubbing salt into like our wounds,okay?
Everyone really just isn't as strong as they look.
This goes for all of us.
You can hurt someone by what you say to them.
Even if you dont mean it.
Do you guys know why i always add a "jk" after like joking?
Because I don't want people to get hurt or offended by what I say.
Cause i truthfully do care about people's feelings.
And I know you may think this is just a stupid rant.
But if you do,then I am totally okay with it.
I'm not saying all this to attract attention or something.
I'm saying this because i feel that way,and maybe you should too.
Nor am i trying to force my opinions on you.
This is a free society,people exercise freedom of speech.
When you tell someone that the person should feel better than you because that person normally gets average results despite having bad results this time,you are passing the message that the person doesn't deserve his or her results,no matter how lousy it is.
I know that there are people that feel that they should have the right to feel sad.
Because they scored average results despite their normal above average results.
Yes,that's okay of course.
I can't stop you anyhow or anyway as I'm not you.
But please just spare a thought for other people.
Who care for you.
Who might feel worse than you.
Don't dissapoint them or upset them.