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Yow.This is Sharmaine's blog.Okay obviously i dont update regularly.so,LOLLL.I'm just random.
Well I actually had this blog because I was bored
But nowadays I just use it to blog about events,stuff,and my rants.
It's okay if you don't like me or something?
Just click on the red cross at the top right hand corner.

About me.

You can call me Sharmaine.Cause it's my name ?
I was born on 14th march.
I love ~~205'09~~307'10 NHHS!
I like singing.I mean my cca; CHOIR
I love aliens (: As in keroro.
I love afro.
I love darkblue;D
:O lemontea is nice to drink

what-i-want list.

school-life

slack less.
~~Get a better score for exams~~
Get at least 5 As.
~~Get into a good course.~~
~~CHOIR SYF'09 GOLD~~
CHOIR SYF'11 GOLD WITH HONOURS
Get top 20 in class
Get top 10 in class
Attempt to not talk for one whole day at school.(impossible for me)
OBJECTS

~~Go to build a bear workshop.~~
~~Get a new phone(since mine was stolen.)~~
~~Get a new school bag~~
~~Get a new cute wallet~~
Wipe out and fill up my closet.
~~Buy a new pair of sunglasses~~
Get a new earpiece/headphones
Buy really cute keychains;D
~~Buy more fast food (:~~
misc

~~Get a guy account for Audition~~
Get to know more people
Be less random

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March blues ?

Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 4:52 PM

Hmmmm I find something really like ironic.
It's like March happens to be the month that my bday is in , and my fav colour is blue.
Yet Im like getting march blues. okay whatever.
As long as it aint red on my exam papers.LOL.

Anyway as my title like states (if you can see it hahha.) I've been like pretty down lately .
Just didn't feel like blogging recently cuz I'm lazy and all.
But then today like feel like ranting, so here I am .
As far as I know it , i know im really lucky cuz i got such good friends like yingying , jieling , and even like sec three classmates who are crazy like mingxuan and lizhu .
And its obviously great to have them around.
But sometimes,cant help but feel a little emo inside.
Apparently recently many ppl have been down and I just feel really bad cuz i cant do no nothing to help them .
Not that I dont want to,but i cant .
And that feeling just sucks.
Seeing your friends depressed when all you can do is say 'everything 's gonna be okay . '
And wellll recently I have my own set of problems .
And it aint helping the least .
Not that I wanna pick a fight with anyone ,but sometimes sorry okay .
Because I really get stressed out to the point that I really am just barely holding it in .
Of course ,i wont break down. Or at least not without a fight .

Also,I dont actually wanna feel like this . it's not like I ever asked anyone to make me sad or anything.
And it just sucksssss majorly to feel liddat .
The worse part would be telling my parents my results . 'yay ' me .
Well the last thing i can do ? be happy that I have you guys and that my problems are prolly solvable.
Or at least some for that matter .

I wish I never knew you because it hurts me even more now that I do .Lie to me please.